Friday, January 21, 2011
It's just like another normal day.
But its just so blue...
Something is missing.
And Im bored by what is going on.
Your tapping and tapping.
And I'm getting bored.
mystical illusions. 4:45 PM ♥
Friday, November 05, 2010
Gosh days have been like busy bees.
And I miss so so many people!
I miss those moments of craziness!
The fun, joy and laughters of hanging with you guys.
Reflections 2010, is my third Reflections and so much has changed.
Management, people and the whole cycle.
From just a student to a staff.
Imagine people last time thought I'm a staff.
And people thought now I'm a student.
The contradictions.
Oh Gosh!
So many layers of life.
I feel so twirling lately.
Between all the choices.
what to do?
what I want?
Is all like a mystery.
What's on my mind.
I know life is no bed of roses.
But sometimes I wish it was.
Maybe back abit to the past.
O wells,
Treasure the moments now,
Or I just may regret.
At least you know when you smile and make someone's day.
They make yours too. =)
mystical illusions. 1:05 AM ♥
BOOYAH!
I never blog in like agess...
So much has passed wheeee =)
A little note:
Sometimes life can be that hard,
Sometimes you wished memories can be erased so so much.
But hey wake up!
That's life.
Goshh I know know...
SIANNN Why of all things..
Save me from this things in my mind.
mystical illusions. 1:00 AM ♥
Tuesday, February 09, 2010
Adapted this from Zingo Sebastian on FB...
"Treasure & live every moment with him/her as if it's the end of the world tomolo. So if one day u 2 really got separated, u will not regret loving him/her every single second bcos u knew that, he/she was once your world, your everything."
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Quite true, its been what I've been telling myself...sebastian more emo is yrs, i'm mthssss.
But is a great 8 mths of memory. All the =D and =( ones that made each moment a treasure.
Wish 4 more, but lets not be greedy.
S & A but not looking.
mystical illusions. 8:18 PM ♥
Thursday, February 04, 2010
Just because she comes off strong,
Doesn't mean she didn't fall asleep crying.
And even though she acts like nothing's wrong,
Maybe she's just really good at lying.
That's life,
Like a music piece.
It flows and moves.
mystical illusions. 11:54 PM ♥
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Why was the question at the start?
And why is the question now?
When the shadows passed,
The breeze came to a stand still.
The heart stop to look,
Everything stopped for that moment.
Voices came, Voices went.
Most voices went the same way.
Some walked the opposite direction.
But overall it stopped,
When life forced a decision.
Everything just freeze in time.
But slowly the knots and bolts moved.
Running was no answer,
But the truth is a puzzle.
You know what that answer was.
But it is just a contradiction.
What was the decision...
mystical illusions. 3:41 PM ♥
Tuesday, January 05, 2010
A new year to a new start.
Birthday passed and went,
Thanks all that made it special for me =)
Christmas came and went,
Holiday flew by fast.
And now a New Year just passed.
I do miss you loads,
But I got to let it all go.
It won't do me any good,
You don't really care.
Guess its time,
To give someone else a chance.
Letting go of you is always the hardest.
But loving you was great.
Now its time to start the ball.
I don't know if what I'm doing is what I want.
But it's what I need to forget you.
Guess that's good for me and you.
byes was that word. so bye and take care.
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mystical illusions. 1:32 AM ♥
Thursday, December 17, 2009
One more for the night...
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There's this saying of life,
That once something breaks it can't be repaired.
Like a vase broken,
It can never come back as the same vase again.
So it just got thrown away.
Never to return to the same place.
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But did you consider to try and fix it,
Even if it can't be a vase,
It can be a art piece and still shine.
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Like said,
God love us so much,
That even if we sin,
He will still love us,
And try to get us back.
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He will be like a sheperd,
finding his lost sheep.
We're like the vase, broken ,
But the point is even if we break into a million pieces.
He still will forgive and love us.
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That no matter how bad the vase breaks, with his love the vase will still be the same.
As in his eyes thats the way we are.
For the vase when broken,
It's a new start.
Like when God got us back,
We're the same but we have grown.
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That's why we need to learn from God.
mystical illusions. 3:37 AM ♥
Life comes in many parcels,
some big, some small for different moments of life.
Each one with a reason to help us grow stronger and wiser.
To learn something new,
Or to find what's lost,
Overall to grow closer to God.
I love the good times,
I hate that bad ones.
But still life must go on.
Nothing in Life can come to a stand still.
Time will not wait for you.
It hurts to see things we treasure the most gone.
But that's why God wants us to know.
That at each moment of life, Treasure It!
As one day it may disappear.
You will be Sad, but you won't regret.
As happy memories will be formed!
It puzzles how life goes.
Guess that's the best part of it!
When we don't know what to expect.
We live to learn and grow.
But if we know what will happen.
We don't find anything surprising.
Then what's the fun in that.
mystical illusions. 3:18 AM ♥
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Woo!!!
my poly frens celebrated my early bdae today hugs and loves=)
Thanks so so much ppl =)
Thanks Mui, Jess, Misa, Julien?, Ivan?, Raymond?, Yi Jie?
For the lava lamp teeheee =)
Love it loads will use it, offically on my bdae =)
THANKS GUYS =)
Thanks Carina, Wendy and PeiLing =)
For the present will open on mybdae =)
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It's so fortunate to have friend like your =)
To always make my day,
To smile my troubles away =)
mystical illusions. 1:44 AM ♥
Tuesday, December 08, 2009
6 days more =)
Yipee a New start to a New chapter.
the enviroment has change.
and things are getting busy.
Misses is misses,
but wait is wait.
So while hanging on,
lets just live life with a smile =)
mystical illusions. 9:37 AM ♥
Saturday, December 05, 2009
Today I looked at my future...
Its a mystery or to me its like a puzzle,
The pieces are slowly collecting and combining.
Afraid and scared but yet,
Moving it on.
Like life it says,
You lose some stuff,
You gain some stuff.
Learning to live and adapt,
Or to fight and resist.
And to accept changes to move on.
Slowly moving on,
Living life and accepting each moment as it comes.
The hardest things to accept,
Is to accept its change,
Especially the ones that are like routines in your life,
Being too comfortable about it.
Results in the biggest impacts.
To leave your comfort zone and to walk out.
How I want to run away from all of this.
To go back to the ones that are bestest moments of life.
But now I need to live it strong and to adapt that to life.
mystical illusions. 8:45 PM ♥
I can't wait soon soon ...
The place is so coolieos !!!
Heeess =)
Happiness.
Soon soon.
A new beginning to a new story.
Gonna Spend more time at the Place =)
Excitement and thrills =)
I hope this beginning will come with many more,
Happy and great moments,
To hang up to the memory lane.
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You make me smile with each passing moment,
You make everything just right.
And that's all I need right now. =)
Just a smile to show all is well.
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mystical illusions. 1:13 AM ♥
Friday, December 04, 2009
ahh gt burnt by my lappie today..
Silly me, got burnt by e heat ...
Ouch*
mystical illusions. 12:03 AM ♥