Thursday, November 29, 2007
Heyhey,
I'm here to pop by blog blog blog
Ok , i stick myself back together
Smile smiles smiley =) =) =)
Don't you just leave the happy feelings
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Anyway, i suddenly realised the sick bug is coming up
So please drink more more water
Take care of yourself.
If you are missing who is going to be my companion
And lastly, stay safe =)
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One more thing,
i realised today,
That without a few people in the class
i will feeled very weird
They have become so attach
to my life :'(
If all is missing ,
i don't feel me
Sisterhood and animalhood and brotherhood reins
Hmmm
so come school k
don't let me feel weird =)
mystical illusions. 11:28 PM ♥
Monday, November 26, 2007
Okie , i'm getting emo... but jus when i felt the world has left i saw you. Saddness came, where tears just flow on by. How apart i can be , how fragile is the soul to drop. Ok think i heard too much sad stuff getting lately. Do you know i realised so many people, some how connected to me passed away. Old and young all included. What a year, what is happening? ...Anyway lets see i feel world's apart from everything lately, school, church, friends, everything. And i don't think i'm that busy. Hmmm my mind is a whirl again, lost in the midst of the crowd. Happy and than sad and back again. I think saddness is a addictive it transfers from one soul to another.
That's about it for today.
mystical illusions. 10:02 PM ♥
Sunday, November 25, 2007
Ok ok i just look through my calendar and realised Christmas is coming, kind of not in the mood to celebrate, as there's still school!
How i wish school hoildays is earlier what a dread,but i guess time will pass soon , days will click on by and soon holidays should arrive.
Anyway this year no big christmas tree in my house :'( , my father said something about it being troublesome to bring out and also my house is like packed with stuff all over till we got no place to put it. So i guess the small tiny christmas tree this year , what a sad thing.
Christmas to me without a big tree, songs, family to celebrate with, presents, christmas cards, candy canes, christmas stocking--> it wouldn't be christmas!!!
Ok i have a very demanding christmas, guess is because christmas is a big thing to me like new year.
Anyway i was right, the person totally forgot about the 'i will call you back later sdentence'. Guess the person still don't remember and i can't be bothered already time for bed since my hair is blown dry already =)
And plus the person dosen't read my blog alot guess he/she will not see this or know who i'm talking about.
mystical illusions. 1:00 AM ♥
Ok i'm still up waiting for someone to call back ... one hour forty mins passed frm the time i called.
Guess as usual the person forgotten, my existence is clearly invisible.
Anyways drying hair, blow blow blow, faster blow than i can sleep soon...
Ok that's about it for the time being too tired to think.
Nites people
mystical illusions. 12:45 AM ♥
Friday, November 23, 2007
Here goes this little story of a poem with no tail and no head...
Words and feelings
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If you don't understand the thoughts
i will say you are not sure of me
you don't understand my thinking
and all you condemn as flaws
how would i say
when you have flaws
i did point it out
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when i show my displeasement
i became your flaw
so now what is the take?
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I'm a flaw than
what will you be then
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there's always the saying .. understand yourself and your limit,
i will not hate no one
just be displease for that meer moment
satisfy that and all will be fine
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What you think as solving the problem
and showing your displeasement is no way out
it makes matter worse and worser
Divide work and play
Always think positively as there is always one or two true people there for you
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It is not to offend just the process of thoughts
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And in true, no is perfect
what we see to be perfect may sometimes be imperfect
But perfection though we know is not perfect
but in the eyes of the beholder it is forever perfect
even with flaws
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so look at the surrounding and accept everyone around,
as that way life will be happier
and no sorrows or anger will live
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I found this as a draft in my blog a/c and i felt is quite related to how people judge others and how we see others.
mystical illusions. 9:35 AM ♥
Sick ,sick , sicK
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Can you believe it, i'm still feeling on air...
Last nights is one of the nights, i don't want to have, try feeling giddy like you are flying and nauseous (if that is how it is spelled) and gosh my dinner tat was suppose to be inside is gone!!!
What a bad feeling it is but i still feel full,but now i'm hungry but i just don't feel like eating 0.0
What a dread it is today
save me from this,
the night was one of the longest night
couldn't sleep well felt very mixed,hmmm,and i got a bad dream sads :'(
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Hope i get well soon
Lastly,i'm at school!!!
mystical illusions. 9:02 AM ♥
Thursday, November 22, 2007
Ahhh i was almost late for school!!!
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woke up at like 8
Goodness, gracious--> like how am i going to reach by 9
I live in like hougang
And cabs are like goin be quite slow 0.0
Daddy went missing too ahhh
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i called my dad luckily he came home or else
i think i'll go mad
thanks daddy, u drove like the wind
not really wind but just got me to school by 9
Ahhh
so happy =)
i finsh my test le, but i do not think i will past well or past
mystical illusions. 9:41 AM ♥
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Ok i look at 1 special blog and the other a random one today only to feel i'm not a great friend.sometime i get so cope up with my stuff that people all around do not know what is happening. I'm seriously not a great friend, my intention is there but my action is not. Action should be done, or else how will people know what you are thinking. The other thing is making me paranoid, goodness never realise i can be so paranoid about it but anyway i got it through the brain great friends = great days and also going through the storm with you. Friends you are not sure off = they will never understand you. And lastly, i realise i'm a hard nut to crack as sometime even i don't know what i'm doing a specific thing for. My thoughts are there but my character is far. Hmmm lets see, there is a half half chance i work under pressure, sometimes i crack up or find crack up as an excuse...need start the reflect thing again..
mystical illusions. 12:57 AM ♥
The amazing blockbuster for the year after transformation ,the stardust ...Man it rocks, the storyline was so hard to predict and just when you thought it was ending it continued and it is like more than once i thought it was feeled with lots of action ,romance, comedy and etc.
Not a show to be missed, catch it before it goes!!!
Ok anyway my cousin,camy, amanda, bet n me had tis conversation on porridge saying they don't like it and me and bet disagree on that point. Hmmm wonder why???
I love porridge some types not all, but when i'm sick i don't like it thats getting weird 0.0
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Anyway i just realised my reaction is very slow either i'm too tired or i knock out already hmmm or i'm just slow.
I choose the i'm slow and tired part.
Ok ending time for bed
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As stars sprinkle through the night
How dazzling each one to be
A flying star to wish you happiness
and sleep tights.
mystical illusions. 12:45 AM ♥
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
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mystical illusions. 9:50 AM ♥
My third entry till bedtime...
lately i'm getting too sensitive and paranoid, gosh, is it just me or am i getting weirder and lazier and dumb'er too
Got to get myself together.
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Is it stress???
Hmmm wonder wonder wonder
Maybe is the i lack sleep part
or is it just my attitude is getting influenced
and i'm changing to a monster
it reminds of the monster in the closet phrase, scary
loch ness monster ???
i don't want to become scary and mean
Ok ...lets take a clock anad turn back time
or i'll just see what i can do from here
ok maybe i should get a survey on whether i'm changing
i'll think about it till then ....
take care people =)
mystical illusions. 1:20 AM ♥
Ok , holidays is coming , coming , really coming...3 weeks more -.-
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hmmm anyway i've been like eating alot, food rocks and exercise is a lack =( so now i think i'm growing fatter and fatter...I'm only saying tis of my own preception k, as almost 2 of my jeans is like so tight, is tat why it is called skinnies to grow skinny and make sure i don't grow fatter. The jeans practically can just stick to me, pain ahhh...but after awhile use to it, i guess pain is a girl's good friend whether she likes it or not.
So lets hope i can get to shop for any skinny jeans or just normal ones... till then cheers, n pray i don't get fatter or in a nice way don't put on weight.
Gosh they look great in those skinnies envies...
i want great legs or maybe just skinnier legs
mystical illusions. 1:06 AM ♥
My answer to like last week ...
It's so yummy ...ok but today no ice cream, we're going to make faci poor 0.0
mystical illusions. 1:00 AM ♥
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Today rockss we got ice cream yummy
Our facilitator gave us a treat
And a very expensive one oh gosh...
Feel bad
5 tubs of guess wad>?
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live your with suspense till tomorrow chaoss
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Unable to process 0.0
mystical illusions. 12:13 AM ♥
Birthday splendour
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A birthday is a special day
As it needs special calculation
And a special, specific time
To turn to you
One wrong move and disaster
So thank goodness
We are safe
So from that moment of birth
The joy we brought was the greatest of them all
Everyone rejoices,showering love and concern
so every birthday make it a point to thank your parents
for giving you life
Your mum for being extra careful and for bearing all the pain
So have fun and don't be sad as birthday celebrates the time you came into the world
Don't waste a moment don't waste a year
No ones getting older as we will always be young,
young at heart =)
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To all the birthday's has passed and come
To all out there that i forgot to wish i'm so sorry
To all that is coming
Happy Birthday in advance
As i got short term memory, a while remember a while gone
And i don't keep track of everyone's birthday i can like only remember 1 in every 30 so is like chances are slim so sorry
To all out there that i forgot to wish i'm so sorry
To all that is coming
Happy Birthday in advance
As i got short term memory, a while remember a while gone
And i don't keep track of everyone's birthday i can like only remember 1 in every 30 so is like chances are slim so sorry
mystical illusions. 12:03 AM ♥
Monday, November 12, 2007
Part 1 of the zoo adventure
Ok, i went to the zoo on last wed, what a long time it had been ..but lets blog about it =)
while waiting for kai hui we snap a few shots
Guess who is cuter heee
Even before we reach the entrance..snap snap snap ...
This is like the cutest animal i saw in the zoo, the last time i went i only saw 1 of them,
what luck today =)
Girl power!!!
Now let's see chang rui's adventure...
the attack of the tiger run run .. one brave soul
his gonna get eaten ahhh ..khad to the rescue
so here ends the journey of luck... his a survivor
Now the shoe trying time whose the clown of the day??
a)
or
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b)
And its a tie no one fits ... phew...and i thought i was going to be the one!
And so here ends part of the zoo..tomorrow i shall continue!!!
mystical illusions. 11:03 PM ♥
Monday, November 05, 2007
Friendship is forever
okok .. i was slacking today, really slack and gosh, i need to hit the books or else the book will hit me soon!!!
Ok anyway for the first time i was blog hopping, it's so fun ... =)
Saw what's happening with all my old friends and new friends.
Saw how each friend is still staying in touch with each other, made me think,
even when apart and far away
everyone still remembers the moments and time together, making an effort to keep a friend, a day to just make an sms and a tag to see that all is well and making the extra extra effort to meet and hang out like old times.
some friends left our life i wouldn't say they are not true but i guess is more like whether how close we were and how much memory we had together and whether we treasure each other and also the time we have on our hands in this busy lifetime
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Anyway overall out there to all my friends:
In each lifetime our journey was unknown,
We had a 50% chance that we wouldn't meet,
A 50% chance to hate each another,
And a 100% chance to forget each other
But a lifetime to be friends with one another
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So through this i prove that
Even the meanest person in life
will have friends,
and with this i can say
Friends are precious
friends are rare,
friends are my jewels,
and they are everywhere
even when i try to forget all the good and bad times
memories are sewn to us for life
so never forgetting old friends
always making new friends
is our way of life.
That's why when we add up all our friends
we will realise there are thousands and thousands of them
mystical illusions. 5:40 PM ♥