Mystical Illusions.

Friday, February 29, 2008

Hey hey today is 29 Feb wooo !

This date comes every 4 years ahhh

It makes today babies very special!

they will have to wait 4 years for their real birthday.

And so during the 3 years they will celebrate their birthday on the 28 Feb cool

...

Anyway as i heard on the radio today is like the only day chosen

specailly for the girl to propose to a guy !

so cool man

heeee

mystical illusions. 11:23 PM ♥

Whoa happiness !!!

MY THEORY TEST IS THIS MONDAY THIS MONDAY LEH

AHHH

3RD OF MARCH!!!

I just took it today and i got MON

lucky or what

more confidence to pass this second one le

yipeee

heee

I'm going to study hard hard hard heee =)

Must PASS WOOO!!!

=) =) =)

mystical illusions. 1:04 AM ♥

Wooo...

Today was like a suay day.

It goes with the saying of.. if your day started bad the whole day will be almost bad.

Yup and i totally agreed with that.

First comes the Goodness,

i woke up late for work

work starts at 9

need wake up by 7

leave by 7.30

arrive by 8.15

and guess what time i woke up 11!!!

and when i saw the time i was like shits, ahhh!!!

Sians...

SOOO SO SO SORRY Estee

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than comes the Need get mc part becos .... arrival of the big boss

sians...

anyway see doctor was a good thing

because i was like a neutral sick thing.

sian

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Than met my cousin wooo ,

she cut hair,

whoa the conversation in the room was like so lively heee.

Than comes the raining before taking the exam

It was like sians

Mood so affected

Than was like mind was not there

and was like sians and scared

Hmmm next time must be more confident ready!

Believe and you shall receive!--> I'll go by that saying now.

Than comes andrea failed wooo

So not fun

, but i seriously never saw some of the questions before

and i guess i got all flustered and whirlly mind than mix up the answers .

Faints =(

Maybe because i'm fated to be drive around.

Or is it just me

Ahhh shucks!

One step at a time bah.

ok going to sleep already need wake up tomorrow for work!

Be on time, on time, on time!!!

mystical illusions. 12:51 AM ♥

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

It's time to toodles.
What a way to end this so perfect dream.
Like the diamonds in the sky
Like the endless smiles
Yes i gave up =)
And that feelings is dissipitating
No regrets i say
i came and i went
i saw and i realised
Time is just not there
The words are all so wrong.
so cheers to the perfect time
and the end of this perfect chapter =)
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heee
Love writing when i'm emo hahha
All the emotions just ready to blast =)
Woohoo
think is the lack of sleep or something
hahha
ok bedtime ciaos

mystical illusions. 1:38 AM ♥

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Hahha okie abit of blogging to spark life.
Working everyday seems so like a no life thing.
But it is quite fun here and there.
Anyway yesterday which was like few minutes ago
was quite a busy day.
Went work, than novena..ahhh i didn't pray =( , but just bought some stuff .
Hmmm dinner was great very filing ahhh so full.
So have you guess where it was?
Fish and co.
yummy!
than went to amanda's house to look up Godma.
Ahhh pray for her and her health.
WORRYING!
Than hanging around and chilling.
quite usual stuffs.
so now here i am home slacking =)
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Oh yar sat and sun was indeed a day of great knowledge and thinking.
the end for now...

mystical illusions. 12:25 AM ♥

Friday, February 22, 2008

Ok here to fulfill a promise to a friend, short post :
I'm beat, sleeping soon nights. Tomorrow going be a long day.

mystical illusions. 9:01 PM ♥

Okie,
popping over awhile before i head to bed =)
I've been busy woo =)
Today was my off day.
Happiness =)
i went with my friend to my bro's shop to cut hair.
She looks nice, goodness , you make me want to cut my hair
jealous ahhh
but don't think my bro want me cut again.
whoa i didn't know my hair is hard to maintain until he told you that yours was.
sads ='(
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Congrats! on the new psp you have craved, for days.
Now you gained a new boyfriend as you say.
Your daily and hourly and minutes and sec boyfriend,
everyday beside you , never making you so mad,
only when it spoils than it will get you mad,
but the chances are so low.
Mine's still a... gameboy advance that apparantly i forgot till now =(
But i want to get soon, e psp ,
waiting for payday =)
but what color should i get ?
I'm choosing between silver, gold, pink , purple.
The rest is like not tempting to my eyes.
Hmm but i still abit hold back on getting one.
scared i will not use it as often and so it will become not worth the price.
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Okie after that i got my card done again =)
POSB card is finshed wooo =)
as yups, andrea misplaced it.
Guess where?
In my own room or house.
Oh goodness, can you believe that.
I hope this year i will reduce on misplacing stuff.
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Lastly,
i went out with daddy and nic baby today =)
goodness walk until legs almost drop
i need that shopping trip
=)
bought like est. $40 of things
cannot spend already.
Still on my $60 budget.
Then goodness,
my mind got into a brand shopping mood
i went to zara, guess, ying and yang, hula and co.,Forver 21 and more.
Hahha yup but i didn't buy a thing,
saving more.
Than i started talking crap with Nic
over simple words.
It goes like this...
he say, you say, she say, i say this,
you say this, i say this , she say this.
We practically covered the 4W's and 1H
Ahhh guess who was irritated , daddy!
hahah he brought us to starbucks, help us get drinks
Just to stop us from having such conversations.
Ahhh , i played daddy's psp.
Very fun ahhh .
I think i am getting addicted.
Shoots!

mystical illusions. 2:00 AM ♥

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Whoa yesterday was one fun day.
A night out for some of the 89's
to hang together as most people could not make it
but it went on fun and lively =)
Though i lack the sleep portion
plus extre lack it because of last night.
I had fun!
In ages i haven really done that.
Just to catch up like old times
with the peeps.
Amanda and Susanna =)
wOo
Movie rocks =) , very nice.
Guess what Ben watched the same show as us.
And it was like so lucky ,
his seating was just numbers before us the E10,11,12
We got E13,14,15
So funny =)
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Anyway after that we hang at Giraffe
Goodness the ambience rocks!
So romantic heee.
We talk alot and when i mean alot,
it really is alot.
Just like old times =)
and good way to catch up.
And be just ourselves,
with no responsiblities and just natural.
Wheeee
Anyway after that they hanged at my home
whoa till 3.30AM heee!
Sorry su , i knocked out very tired ahhh, so never reply.
But it was fun =)
ahhh goodness the pillow fight was fun =)
but the feather pillow lost a few feather hahaha.
We all got high heee not on alcohol, no one drank , maybe on juice and the company around plus the sleep time heee
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Anyway today i think i was skilled
i could sleep stand in the train and like think properly and walk the right way
But i was like lifeless ahhh
whoa i realised that if i had no music i cannot do work at normal speed
only with music it woke me up and kept me going through the day.
Plus the interesting happenings.
It made the day more alive for me =)
but no regrets to the fun night.
It was just great =)
It's been so long since i felt the fun around.
Ok i need sleep already need reclaim my lost sleep , for 2 consecutive nights i slept 3+ hrs hahah ... so i'm beat , wait further for my other posts =)

mystical illusions. 10:13 PM ♥

Goodness gracious! i just checked my results.
I passed it, but in my books its called a border line passing.
shucks!!!
All the B's and B+'s, no A's at all !!!
so disappointed, wanted just 1 A.
Next semester work extra hard bah.
Need improve on this grade of mine.
According to my calculation it's the same results as last semester O.O
But by their counting it may not be, it's quite worrying.
aghhh!

mystical illusions. 10:10 PM ♥

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

This will be a plain black post with just black ink
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Ok watched PS i love you today!
Goodness it was so so so nice =)
i nearly cried ='(
watch k peeps
it's going to be a movie mania this week =)
tmr i'm having movie wheee =)
happy happy
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ahhh lets contradict this entry by putting sad with happy.
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It is so hard just to continue,
sometimes by letting go,
it will lead to freedom.
I'm really breathless,
that pain is so unbearable.
I will walk away,
just like all those past,
that i walked by.
Since like said in a chess board,
when you reach your last tiles,
and so it becomes the end.
Sorry, but i'm not cruel,
i just saw no moves there,
only utter coldness!
maybe is just my mind
but how can you secure that.
Also i just saw no moves made.
So many other moves i see,
but those are just not the ones for me,
so walking away , letting go.
There's so much other things,
that are just more worth the time.
tick tick tick ... tok tok tok
so like said when i gave up , i threw you away with it
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is this a nice poem heee
wootss
so long never write such a piece =)
ciaos
=)

mystical illusions. 1:52 AM ♥

Sunday, February 17, 2008

Woo today had chinese new year visitation =) ..
Fun fun fun !!!
I gamble abit there and here
win and lose there and here
but it's okie it's part of the new year spirit.
And it's the only time everyone will get to gather together and have fun =)
Moses said the most reasonable thing and the most important thing that everyone should keep in mind.
Money is not so important.
there will always be a win and lose situations with it
Like the saying goes.
Money is the root of all evil!
People get into debts with it.
People die because of it.
People starve because of it.
War broke out in the past because of it.
but money is a neccessity to meet our daily needs.
So to just lead a simple life.
like having meals to survive each day
having clothes and shoes to prevent us from getting cold and feeling too hot
paying for our medical fees when we get sick
so it is to Earn just enough money for food , clothes.
And a bit more to enjoy is enough.
What is important is friendship and family.
Without these our life is meaningless
Friends and family are like your confidence booster and your guardian angels
they guide and help, they counsel and teach.
they scold and nag when neccesary
they show their endless concerns.
money is just a thing to bring us all together as one
to hang around each other and have fun and bond =)
so here ends this perfect lesson i learnt! =)
moral: life has to offer many things, choose wisely what your choices are.
to work your whole life for money and have no fun and die? or have fun and earn lesser but getting through life with many happy memories and die?
Money is a never ending amt. , forever increasing, sometimes it becomes a pain.
Society now has presented us money as an important essential item without it we have nothing. so please remember to earn money is a never ending expect of life. but slow down your footsteps to enjoy what you strive for and be happy with what you have! Don't let greed take over your life and make those not essential items of life to an essential item of life.Enjoy the things that money can't buy but will make a big impact on your life. Such as remember $ can't buy true friends and can't buy parents love and care!

mystical illusions. 2:37 AM ♥

Friday, February 15, 2008

Wow!!!
i never knew that train stations in the west end could be so popular...
People were like pancakes and hamburgers.
squash and squeezing
some even had to miss a few trains just to get in.
What a sight!
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-----Train story =)-----

So it started with the train arriving ...

people walking to and fro

pack like a can of sardines...

walking in and out of the train.

Crowding the station

And people rushing to be infront of the queue to get in the mrt and out
Everyone trying to get in the train and get out too.

Trying not to be late for work, school and appointments.

Then as everyone packed themselves up,

it began hard to breathe as everyone is fighting for oxygen

and sweating.

Some people gave up and instead decided to stay outside and wait for the next train.

And the train left saying goodbye

Wave Wave!!!

As impatient faces grow

And people looking at the time

And minutes to the next train.

Whoa i realised that during 8 something onwards to 8.30 it will be very packed with people heading towards the jurong east direction by the red line.

mystical illusions. 11:59 PM ♥

Whoa today wasn't so interesting ...

Goodness i cam whore in the morning hahahh

Started with nature...

It was right before my eyes

and so i found it one of the nicest sights =)

Think this pic looks like a jungle =)

the view looks lovely from where i am =)

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Then comes me ... as the view started getting borrowing ...

so here are some of the random shots =)

mystical illusions. 11:57 PM ♥

Now for a change.

Changing back from that alphabet lovely song

that brings comedy to life to this song

So enjoy and have fun

mystical illusions. 1:52 AM ♥

Lolli Love =)

Goodness so in love with this type of Lolly,

It just looks gorgeous,

I SO LOVE IT !!!

I gave estee one for valentine's

Must eat it up k =)

The world revolve around the lolli =)

Lollipop my love =)
The one that makes me smile =)

In a sweet serenade.

Yummy yum yum .. Love it heee ... but wait the wrapper still on.

Look at the colors. So rainbowish =)

Estee lollypop in her favourite color =) .. sorry no black, hmmm but i also never see a pure black lollypop before heee

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Okie i decided to blog about flowers...

A flower makes a smile shine =)

A day great.

But it withers away.

so sometimes fake flowers is better.

is not in order hahha

and since i'm still in a valentine mood hahha

so here comes the few for the time being =)

1) sunflower cheer anyone up

2) the one susanna bought me last time, it looks like a daisy but it is not

3) Rose , everyone likes roses =)

4)Lily, i find it nice =)

5)Lavender flowers =) . They are fragrantly sweet smeling =)

so that concludes the guessinng. to a qns a friend asked =)

mystical illusions. 1:23 AM ♥

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Ok valentine's day is here again . What a interesting eve valentine.
Never expected =)
weird happenings ... Till i'm wordsless ...
Anyway valentine's day was okie.
The usual gathering , funny jokes and company.
Hmmm no regrets going.
But i'm getting hungry =(
no dinner for the night ='(
Whoa want to specially blog about Douglas and Ben.
Goodness they brought the lame word to a new level and the fun word to one too.
With their continous words and jokes.
Ben's joke:
if there are too many bets
you get batman O.O
Douglas joke:
andrea: what happens if there are too many douglas in the world?
andrea's answer is: You get duckies
douglas answer is : you get utopia ( the perfect world) -.-

mystical illusions. 11:33 PM ♥

Someone tell me to blog about this so here it goes ...
An entry about cuts =(
okie i have been getting cuts
and weird red marks
and rashes or some allergic reactions
and like scratches, skin tear abit =(
Die i'm shedding
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The truth is :
1)paper doesn't like me
2)neither do staplers
3) shelves bully me
4) boxes whacked my toes =(
5) the fish thing ( those that ate papers) freak me out, do you think it can cause harm to humans if yes, i'm going go crazy ahhh .. i saw 1 (O.O)
6) the dust bunnies and dust mites attacked my hand like got rashes or some allergic reactions (O.O)
7) lastly those book stand or in a way file stands, it hit me and bully me =(
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Whoa if you are caught in one of them sure lose situation
Whoa i think i go polyclinic to get more injuries than when i don't go.
Why everyone seem like so okie only me and estee (0.0)
Are we too girl for this job ???
Hmmm i doubt it 100x
we can carry the same weight of files and do the same speed and do the same time, serious the same serious!

Got this through the week =( 6 days of work

It modified yesterday =(

Weird scratches appeared , its itchy very itchy, ouch !

Paper cut cut cut =(

Different hand cut

Whoa it hurts seriously ,
but have to bear with it =(
must bring plasters daily in case get cut.
Got a few more here and there its quite hard to see and take.
Like 12 plus and counting +++

I guess i learn the saying

NO PAIN, NO GAIN, THE GAIN IS THE $$$
Also i learn must try hide my cuts hahah looks weird, ugly and my hand seem disfigured =(

Time to wear long sleeve shirt more jackets, cardigans and stuff =)
And since i'm using alot of my hands lately, there goes the smooth feeling in comes the rough.

mystical illusions. 1:37 AM ♥

A special song just for Valentine's Day

For today only lets hear some special songs

that brings happiness

and joys

and lots of laughters =)

It's not easy to be a teen or adult

even more a kid

so lets have fun today =)

mystical illusions. 12:23 AM ♥

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Hahha okie i want complain about work wahhaha =)
that's the fun of working
to complain and whine about it =)
goodness
carry things up and down , flipping through those files
equals to cuts for this 2 days i got several already :'(
what a toturous plight hahha
=(
ok, but with company is great =)
but when we are tired it goes something like this
bzzzzz.....
silent till got bustballs around
hahah
as we are tired,bored and sian hahha
than the fire me song starts in our head.... fire me please, tomorrow may just be better , fire me now, can't you see me slack hahha ... oppsss estee i modified your song...
ahhh work timing changed later for work = later till end =(
Somemore boss is rushing us to complete the project.
faster work faster work andrea !
You can do it =)
but it is always the experience that counts
think positively
think of the fun times
and the friends you may just meet there
and the fun and funny stuffs happening around. =)

mystical illusions. 10:25 PM ♥

Ok bingo!!!

I found a perfect song =)

To welcome valentine's day that is coming soon

and to celebrate the happiness of a new lunar year

Hope its to everyone's taste =)

May have a change in the songs

like said a hungry person is a angry person

so i got to go out eat dinner first

or else i'll turn angry O.O

mystical illusions. 7:40 PM ♥

Currently changing songs . drop back later to hear it =)

mystical illusions. 7:09 PM ♥

So tired yawns...
What a day =(
BUSY as ever
BLUR as ever
Dreamy as ever
Sorry to the person at KFC there
seriously i'm like how you say blur + dreaming + mind wandering
shoots, feel bad.
Ahhh...
Ok i don't want think about it le
Planning my sleep now
hahha

mystical illusions. 7:03 PM ♥

Monday, February 11, 2008

Woo today was a up and down day at work.
High than low than high
Whoa so tired.
Hahha but we spend singing weird songs and crazy songs ..
laugh till almost choke hahah.
Estee your: fire me song is a good one hahha =)
Hmmm than came the deco time
I think it is like we are so free but we are not type of thing.
Heee more bored than busy though heee.
Yawns
Lets see the examples

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These are the boxes to have fun with =)

I numbered them they got a 1,2,3 name =)

This is the rubbish bin decorated by Estee,when she got bored

Tarduh- Estee started more decoration, Estee T seems weird right =P
she forgot about the T than she remembered heee =)

Andrea continued on the other side =)

Overall results =)

Estee master piece

Andrea's masterpiece =)
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Which one seem better =) ???

Hmmm okie anyway i went to a nursing home and also written hospital.

wooo my first time going there

whoa what is special is the name

first time i come across a christian hospital

anyway to the person i went with

all i have to say is you are a great grandchild

your grandfather is very lucky to have you =)

tomorrow i'm hopefully going change the song .. it's getting boring isn't it =(
The end for today ciaos =)

mystical illusions. 11:09 PM ♥

Goodness,

Zac Lu has fly away quite far again.
9 months more

Back in perth by now i guess =(=(=(

ahhh only back in nov

so long sians

but it's his last year of school =)

he will be back for good then =)

Misses .

You take care k =)

have fun, don't miss home too much.

9 months more you will be back for good =)

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Ohhh ,

i saw an accident yesterday

ok i didn't see the process just the ending =(

cause i was walking pass than saw

then i was like oh my gosh!

Then being the kia su singaporean

i went over see if anyone was hurt or stuck in the car.

Goodness, the whole traffic light was turned 90 degrees from it's original postion

glass fragments was everywhere

Than like the taxi was on the wrong direction and there was a bad bump infront

and lastly what amaze me

was the

whole airwave car

Overturned!!!

Like the 180 degrees turn

Whoa i seriously wondering how it happen !!!

A mystery

But no one seriously hurt , i think and hope.

Seatbelts are effective and keeps you safe so wear it.

Hmmm a drive carefully =)

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Okie and so that ends the 8 posts =)

hope you enjoy like i did writing and thinking and writing heee =)

have fun reading till then....

Goodness works tomorrow , don't feel like going =(

save me , get me sick

Ohh but wait i work under a polyclinic faints hahaa

contradicting.. opps

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the end of the 8 posts

mystical illusions. 1:15 AM ♥

Okie my new year pictures i only got a few buts its worth it =)

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My cousin heee . Love her loads

she has always been there for me =)
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Ok we got bored sitting there alone, so we grab some of my other cousin to take pictures with us =)

My cousin the doctor and the nutrionist to be =)

Whoa he was quite sian need work on new year's day heee =)

We look good yeah ! =)

doesn't my smile seem the same O.O The star heee =) ... did u saw him on tv that time =)

he was fairer then.

The taiwan actor hahah

No lar my brother.
My cousins practically grab him when he came and took pics with him

saying he looks like a taiwan actor O.O

I LOVE MY COUSIN'S CAR!!!

It's pink and it got eye lashes and it is like a beetle =)

don't i match the car =)

mystical illusions. 12:20 AM ♥

Sunday, February 10, 2008

Ahhh shoots , i think i sprain my leg like my joints damn pain in the morning when walking up the stairs like a sprain than i massage it than it went ok, after that again but it is at my leg area up till now it's still pain. Ahhh hope it gets well ahhh =(

mystical illusions. 11:37 PM ♥

Ah meng passed away

saddness ='(

There were many childhood memories that walked with me and Ah meng was one of them.

To me it was a special one

It shows how quick time fly

and how i have grown

and left behind my childhood and past

To hear of his death

is like a wake up call

that everything will have to come to an end one day

and to deal with such a grief is just so pain

According human terms, she is nearly 95 what saddness it is , but old age has caught up with her.

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So a little message to one and all ,

Treasure and remember each moment of life as life is unpredictable , death is untold and old age will come one day. Life it to the fullness with no regrets and always remember the past and present to make the future a better one.

=(=(=(

End with this though ah meng journey has ended and is gone but her memory and all that she did will forever live in our hearts. Never forgotten and never disappearing. It is for those that have not gone to continue to keep it the fire of memory burning that way what she did will never be forgotten, what smiles she gave to us will never be forgotten.

=) =) =)

mystical illusions. 11:21 PM ♥

Second Ok my lent resolution on what i should improve on .
Lent resolution must be like a flaw that is hard to change or to improve on something. It is like to repent and atone your sins and improve yourself to make yourself better.
i cracked my brain for like hours
I finally found the perfect one
so it goes something like this
I cannot make a resolution that says i cannot drink as i already manage to abstain for more than a month.
Than i wanted to say not to eat those yummy delicious goodies but who will finsh it then , it will grow mouldy and wasted.
So i thought next what about don't eat so much , than i thought i eat sometimes alot and sometime not it depends on my stomach so i can't control
Than i wanted say go mass every week but i already am going mass every week.
So i went on the point, don't use my handphone so much , but i thought compare last time i really decrease my usage now is i'm just too lazy too on it, find it and use it. Funny right i'm sick of phones hahha and one more reason why is as the radiation to the brain is bad =(.
Than i thought about reduce PC usage and television shows but half the day i'm not home, 18hrs a day not at home. Getting ready for work , working , travel time , eating time.
Than comes the point i wanted say spent more time with my family , but already i'm spending alot of time with them.
Than i thought abstain from meat on fridays
but i'm already doing it , like most of the time
Than the saying prayers and catena
But i'm doing it quite often
Than comes the point that i thought once i spent i can really spent alot
so there comes the idea
for this lent period which is a time for fasting and abstainance to repent from sins and become a better person
I came up with the idea to

not spend so much money like not more than $60/week excluding neccessities
Goodness, i hope it is not going be easy or else i'm going change this and make it harder one.
I want make this a more meaningful lent for me

mystical illusions. 10:28 PM ♥

Ok it's time for my chinese new year wish for everyone

as said as long as it is still within the 15 days of the chinese lunar new year

it is not too late to make a wish to you and you and you ... :

For this year i wish you a fun and happy year ahead with many joys and action packed.

But don't forget to get a dream, a goal as it is a special thing

so for this year aim high and persevere,

never give up as you may just be near your goal already =)

Conquer all your fears and problems.

That will make this year a more meaningful and great year for you =)

That ends my little short wish

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Ok i'm blogging everything in green as this year they said green is the lucky color =)

Hmmm i agree with this.

You see green is important:

it represents the plants

so without it no oxygen

It also represents vegetables

so without it no healthy living

It represents money too the us $ note ( it looks green to me) and the $5 singapore note

It is important as without money life will be hard

It represents the dustbins

Or else we will not have a place to throw our litter and clear the litter

So that ends this

mystical illusions. 10:09 PM ♥

Ok i realised i've been busy =) ...
Yup totally busy
Work makes me tired
yawns =)
New year makes me pretty busy
yawns =)
And lastly, i've neglected my blog as i've been building my sims home goodness i spent like 800k sims money on building it.
so for now i'm off sims. Heeee spent like 5 days doing a home, 2-3 hrs per day heee
Do not know how i manage to like spent so long to do it
For that i'm sorry.
Goodness i think my blog is emoing ok for that i'm having around 8 entries today
8 = lucky
=)

mystical illusions. 9:59 PM ♥

Monday, February 04, 2008

Ok goodness, work is no walk in the park. Life has to go on still wooo !
But i seriously consider my job one of the no brain but very important job
If one step wrong , my head will row along.
But it's great with company
As we did the files we talk about , animals, fruits, countries and names ,
i realise in fruits i keep repeating Durian and in names zeon ...
weirds
oh oh i realise very little people's ic start with T but alot of G
i don't feel unique anymore =(
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Ok, bet Estee wanted skin me , spam you with files woo fun =)
opps tmr , don't revenge ah
oh and i agree with you ,
you practically an hour before lunch and going home do extremely fast =)
hahha
next time should bluff you lunch is in an hour woohoo =)
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Toodles need rest for work ready!

mystical illusions. 10:45 PM ♥

Ok yesterday was a half half thing for me.
I renew my bonds with God
Yes God, i'm listening , show me the way the truth and the light
You made us a unique 'I'
and so perfect it is
but our perfectness is not on the holyness, kindness, richness.
But the perfectness to be the best we can be by trying and learning from what life offers.
By having flaws we are considered humans.

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The youth rally let me think:

what in my life is missing?

what problems am i facing?

what is covering me from my path?

where is god?

i seriously couldn't think of an answer,

yup and half of the rally,

i feel quite numb , no feelings to express.

Besides that few sharings that open me up

When the time come to relieve yourself from sins

my fear just struck me

i suddenly felt like running away

But a hand came

and that hand reached out to me

just by that simple question

you relieved me

Thanks Jan =)

totally love you to bits=)

a great friend to have!

when i got down ,

i suddenly like in a total numbness

when they started praying i felt a surge of peacfulness

but my senses work against it

and i fainted, hmm is not called fainted but just rest

To free myself from all the thing that is worrying me, stressing me.

For that moment i felt peacefulness

i couldn't open my eyes

but all was so calm and clear

and when i was up

it was like a new start to life.

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Thanks God , you gave me the answer that i seek and thought

You said not to let go on a friendship

that was stem on with years of roots

and so here i thank you for always being there

carrying me on the way

guiding me !

That's why i can say i feel so happy

as each day with a smile and happiness that god will always be there

is just enough for my lifetime

to relieve me from troubles

as said god structured out my life

there will be problems

there will be happy times

there will be lots of love

and more

overall this is to prepare us and make us stronger

in faith , hope , love and for ourselves.

as without all this we will not be called children of god ,

also with no experience of life and god's miracles !

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Always remember treasure yourself as God loves you and he is 24-7 beside you

To cheer you on carry you and be there just to watch you grow =)

Trust him and let his will be done!!!

He will do us no harm, he loves us too much!

When there's a will there's is a way

nothing is impossible

as long as you believe hard , work hard , strive hard, aim hard,

trust in yourself and God, pray hard and trust hard.

and

love hard in yourself and others and God especially!

mystical illusions. 10:00 PM ♥

Okie last post
works tmr
my first day nervous goodness
chills
wish me lucks!
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i can't wait =)
Hope works not that hard.
Ok cya later!
hope i got time to post about it later
hope i can wake up early
byebye
see you.

mystical illusions. 12:45 AM ♥

Okies its getting late and so i got 2 post for the night 2 post

Getting well =)

i can talk now woohoo =)

hmmm this morning was bad.

i realised if you don't talk the chance of getting well is higher.

Good andrea =)

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Hmmm the rally was ok bah ,

the songs did not make me so in the mood

but the ending ended quite well =)

My second time to get slain goodness

i was like so nervous and don't dare go up

but i felt more relaxed more happy more free =)

It's a good way to start the coming chinese new year

clearing of the sins

removing the troubles and problem and making everything a restart of life again.

I got my answer i needed , and the choices and ways i should go

also i learnt that with god and always having god in your life makes you a happy and carefree person from sin and from harm =)

mystical illusions. 12:39 AM ♥