Tuesday, December 01, 2009
I want the most important present of all this birthday.Just 1 present this year.
Can make me smile =).
I wish I wish I wish...
Let the heart wish.
It more important than a wishlist.
Its bigger than any present.
It more precious than gold.
I wish but I don't hold too high hopes I guess. =(
It's just hard.
mystical illusions. 11:23 PM ♥
Woohooo Birthday Buzz =)
Heee I shall write a Birthday wish list =) for the fun of it =)
1) Lava Lamp (Glitter type) to match my purple room.
2) Watch
3) Crumpler sling bag... O.O hmmm
4) Canon Camera
5) Sling bag for school.
6) ITouch
7) Jewellery.
8) Scarfs, hats and clothes...
Goodness no idea what to write already.
End post =)
mystical illusions. 7:04 PM ♥
So many days passed just so fast.
Hope came that very day.
But my answer is within me.
Time passed just so fast.
The distance is far,
But the heart is so near.
That's the cruel feeling.
But it still grows each day.
To know each new day is a new chance.
A new beginning to smile about.
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Met a stranger Yesterday.
After so long,
Looks familiar,
But yet unfamiliar.
But makes me smile.
The feeling warming up,
Trust your instinct my dear girl that stranger says in his eyes:
For with hope brings about a new beginning.
I don't expect the wheel to stop for one and wait,
But to trust and believe.
Move on to believe.
What will be yours will be.
And will never leave.
Just treasure yourself now,
For them.
Hold on... time will tell.
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FYP buzzing in...
Showss rushing here and there.
SIFE exciting away!
Can't wait ...
Must do well.
mystical illusions. 9:16 AM ♥
Friday, November 27, 2009
Overseas here I come
mystical illusions. 8:57 AM ♥
Thursday, November 26, 2009
I'm betting on a rainbow today,That's all the hope that's left.
A rainbow today will mean hope for tomorrow.
To hold or not.
Lets put that behind.
My hope on a rainbow.
Because its one chance in a blue moon.
Today is a real hot day ,
So no rain should come,
Left with meer hours.
Till the sun has to set.
I will not chase after it but it has to come to me.
That's the answer I'm finding.
So lets just end here.
We'll wait and see...
mystical illusions. 2:39 PM ♥
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
I wonder what his doing now...Is he okay...
Wonders.
mystical illusions. 1:17 PM ♥
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Life is like a wheel,It always goes back to the start.
To do over and at each start.
It's like a new beginning.
The ending could be sad or happy.
I know life is like this.
I know pain and hurt always happens.
But I never prepared myself for this.
To trust goes back to not trusting.
To believe each rhym and reason,
Becomes a lie.
Now its gone.
Walking on and on.
The road hurts to much some days.
And some days are just plain shiny.
mystical illusions. 5:20 PM ♥
Monday, November 23, 2009
One day passed...Nothing changed.
The sun rise and the sun set.
That's all to this.
mystical illusions. 10:31 PM ♥
Yups now it's all over.
A perfect ending for him.
To be free,
To do anything he likes.
And that's all for this post.
mystical illusions. 12:25 AM ♥
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Everything has come to a close at last.Gosh maybe the sudden emptiness will kick in soon.
But like my inner mind knows everything ended,
All the late nights has finally weighed on me.
Tireds + sleepy all day through.
All e whirlly polly thingy.
Goshs!
Yups Reflections is over after 3 months of skiving through all the showss!
Now i need get that FYP and SIFE Alive!
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And Tmr is that special day.
I so look forward to it after 1 week of so called camping in school,
But i guess in just an instant convo.
It POOF* away.
Your busy with your school stuff.
I guess its like a vice versa thing.
I guess when you see it that way,
we don't see or know what's happening on each side of our life.
And that really hurts.
It feels like we're just friends or total strangers.
5 mins convo each time we hold e phone,
less than 10 msgs a day.
Can't hold a happy convo each time.
I don't feel you no more.
I look in the mirror its just me alone.
To fight all e battles of life.
To have emptiness and reality kicking in.
Weekdays u can't be arud, weekends ur normally busy.
When will be the right time then.
It's the feeling to me that tis is some long dist. thing or ur overseas studying.
I guess school is more important now. I feel insignificant in your presence.
I don't like that feeling.
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Rahhs =( .
Guilt is kicking in !
I'm Sorry Rafael.
My bad =(
Didn't mean to make you upset or mad or sad!
And I didn't mean to cheat your feelings at all!
Rahh i so hate making my friends upset.
Esp those Rare and Great ones.
Those that make each day of your life a Happy one.
Goshh =(
I so didn't mean to laugh at him GOSHHss!!! =(
I wouldn't say I'm not me at the moment, is just the chicky part of me arose.
Hate the point that I can't control my laughs and feelings when my feelings get over me.
And i'm not faulting it , its me , what to do hai =(
Stupid me come up at the wrong moment.
Hai, My bad My fault!
Should use the brain more often then this wouldn't have happen.
Haii dunno what to do about that.
His fuming about it =(.
I'm so bad at apologiess... =( Haiisss =(
WHAT TO DO NOW AHH =(
mystical illusions. 12:13 AM ♥
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Someone will so kill me after this =)
hahha webcamin coolieoosss =)
heee =)
My junior looks so cute =D
mystical illusions. 3:10 AM ♥
A little update GOSHH!
Life, Life Life...
How sweet were the days,
Without a care and worry.
I'm afriad reality beeps back to us.
How many times we think back to the past and say HEY!
I want go back then.
But truly then and now could just be the same.
When there's problems but we forgot them now.
Big problems then is a small problem now.
O wells =)
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I feel so better after yi jing's company today =) thanks for not knowing what was happening but being there and blur like usual Hugs!
mystical illusions. 2:58 AM ♥
Monday, November 16, 2009
Heyy heyy,As i am bored before class start lets post abit some things.
Life is like a political moment at each phase.
Just a different level of it.
When we were young and wanted some things we cried for it when our parents don't buy it.
Our cries were in exchange for our wants,
Our parents know our needs but with love they got the wants.
Also, to avoid those cries which brings out all the stares to the public eye.
Next were the times when we grew up, and wanted things,
we will throw a tantrum, Kick up a fuss!
And conflicts happen. Then life became dramatic.
Next is like now, when we start working for things.
Whether its doing school work or work life,
its filled with politics,
when people pull their weights around or struggle to get to the top.
So much conflicts around.
But overall one conclusion made is they all feel its for the best of what they are doing.
They find that is a need and not a want.
To others likewise.
.The end.
mystical illusions. 9:41 AM ♥
Sunday, November 15, 2009
RANTs!Last week of show already =)
Hope this is a success with all the current changes happening.
=(
I reallyy blur by all the changing...
One moment tis and next moment that.
This SM , feel she didn't do much =( .
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O Wells Hope for the best =)
mystical illusions. 10:25 PM ♥