Mystical Illusions.

Thursday, January 31, 2008

Okie back to some unfortunate events...
Lately, most days are sad days
as most of my friends are sad
problems stacking up
stress building up
friendships growing apart
relationships tearing apart
hmmm and perhaps mine too
but positive nature =)
it solves it all.
So as something knock me on my head this week
saying your friends will need you the most
to be there for them
as a friend , as a child of god =)
Being a friend doesn't cost money, doesn't cost an exchange
it's a choice on whether you want to make an effort and intention to just be there
to be a friend, a helper, a person that wants nothing in return
to just show their care
so i wanted to learn to be this
i'm not perfect but i'll try to help.
Anyway today misfortune came, orh sads
i learn how to ski O.O
Really, i slide down 3 steps of the bus and when i touch down on the first floor i bump into the person right infront of me ( a school girl) so sorry about that.
Hmmm i wonder if she is not there whether i will hit the door.
Bang!!! later got blueblack
Ahhh that was like so pai seh , so unglam, went off the bus quick , as soon as the door open and the girl got down.
Most people was looking especially the uncle just beside the girl. ARGH!!!
So what i learn is don't move when the bus is moving, you are working against the current.
Secondly, wear shoes that have friction or you will ski like me.
Lucky never fall down.
What a fright it had been today.
Anyway a piece of advice for this week:
Always be happy no matter how each situation is, as god plan out this route for you so he will have other plans for you.
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Lastly,
tomorrow i'm having interview,
heee skip half my class.
Can't wait for the interview
Hope i can get the job,
but so sad that i will not see the maths faci already
his been great fun =)
Hmmm but it is all the way in the west.
Can sleep on the mrt and bus already
prepare pillow ( fluff)
hahah ok toodles for the night,
tomorrow is going be a longer day =)

mystical illusions. 12:45 AM ♥

Lets blog about food
yummy
have anyone asked you what's your favourite food?
friend A says: hmm i like chocolates
friend B go: so as the saying goes food represents you/another saying is food is you
And when i mean food is your favourite food
friend B: so you represent chocolates, you are a chocolate heee =)
Than my friend became edible munch, hahha yums.
And i woke up O.o
hmmm i wonder , how if a person likes vegetables they become a vegetable O.O
Scary , like that i don't want food
But i won't mind being sweets heee
i'll stay sweet =)
Hmmm i wonder who told me this
wink wink =)

mystical illusions. 12:40 AM ♥

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Class cam whores

wooo

...

If friendship lasts forever it will look like this

Pink- Red group rules the day =)

Class old pics

Class new pics

The sun is burning us up =)

Estee first photo with me,

hardest person to take picture with =)

We stay as one , when things are down.

And up together too =)

We even got into the computer together.

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Okie , overall it is to say in each memory step we go in our memory.

We live as fresh and young memories.

Forever a step into each of our hearts

Of fun times and joy times too.

mystical illusions. 1:16 PM ♥

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

While school is ending in 3 days time,
Andrea is on a holiday mood..
wahhaha
But i may be starting work soon heee.
Like soon as in Friday
Hope i get through the interview
But ahhh , its in the west
and when i say west it's all the way west
can you believe it O.O
hahhha
Just got addicted to virtual majong and Taidi
Sadss ='(
Bad hands bad addiction
But fun fun fun
Ciaoss ...

mystical illusions. 2:08 PM ♥

Monday, January 28, 2008

Heee golly,
went to the library today,
fix my friends computer
actually is install some new stuff inside it.
='(
Why did the worm go to the library?
Got the answer yet?
.
.
It's a bookworm =)
...
number 2 if a
If a worm likes to eat
what is it called?
.
.
a mealworm
...
Hmmm if a worm loves the earth
Found your answers?
.
.
it is called a earthworm.
...
That concludes the few stories of worms.. =)

mystical illusions. 8:51 PM ♥

Hey hey goodness its been 1 month since 27-28 december , what a memory a wake up call for me. i can't deny the fact it will forever stay in me. That feeling. Not again, will i overdo it. For now just leave it. But bravo, i got through a month! I can't deny that a recent blow , caused me to really have that feeling but i didn't =). But goodness i can't believe i sleep the night away hahah
.. ok toodles ..
so proud of myself =)

mystical illusions. 9:58 AM ♥

Heyhey

goodness a walk down memory lane

Walk through like childhood fun and thoughts =)
Heee as today i had project on a scientific experiment
long time no touch on this subject =)
Like the past , science experiments
+ fun with paint heee
my favourite
though i'm not a good painter
but is fun to paint with colors
And getting your fingers colored using the rainbow

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lastly , is the library part
went with someone that always make me smile
and never sad ok or at least rarely =)
hahha goodness went to children section
heee realise i'm so in touch
heee ok with my inner child self
as i pick out the books for my friends all just nice
hhhaahha
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A perfect way to end the child like fantasy
i got my bedtime story heee
with teddy reading o.o ( modern day fairy tale aye)
i almost fall asleep
so the bedtime story did made it
yawns heee
-- rating 10/10 --
goodness!!! kids mind O.O...
that's about it folks till tmr =)

mystical illusions. 12:26 AM ♥

Sunday, January 27, 2008

As i chatted on the phone tonight with Nicole
a phrase caught my ears
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It says:

" The biggest distance on earth
is not the distance between life and death,
is not when you are in two different sides of the world,
but it is the moment when i'm infront of you
yet you don't know that i love you."

and her second phrase goes like this

"sometimes the last person you want to be with ,

is the one person you can't live without."

But of cause she said it in chinese so it seems more romantic and stuff hahah
i believe chinese poetry is like brings out more passion more feelings more chimalogy hahah

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Ok but this sentence is so meaningful as did you ever look around you and wondered who the person beside you at this moment likes;
it could be you or someone else?
Maybe as said sometimes a person who is so concern about you

and shows you care ends up not what you think it is.
So don't spoil a friendship.
Haha ok but as said,
Sometimes if you love that someone so much tell the person
Or nothing will happen.
The next day you just may end up as strangers,
Happiness and love comes and go fast
So treasure it while it last and take hold of it when it comes =).
Goodness it sounds so contradicting
But life is full of that.
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For that second sentence
I believe it is so true
As sometimes when you feel you have left that person so far away,
Till the person is a nothing to you
And doesn’t live in your thoughts no more
He/she came back into your memory when you least expect it.
When someone hurt you so deep you thought nothing could repair it
But love did it.
As said even someone whose always to you a nothing
Maybe someone who quarrels with you a lot,
Not your type to you,
May one day be you type.
Haha ok here I end this
As I guess I’ve been hearing a lot of friends problems, relationship.
And how a nothing became a something
And guess cause I watch the 27 dresses show heee ..
So cool,
The rating is not so good,

But the intention of the story is.

=) ~~~ (=

mystical illusions. 12:19 AM ♥

Saturday, January 26, 2008

Ahhh ok a fresh new day arrived
Goodness i think i'm a pig today
woke up at like 2+
An exact 12 hrs sleep
Goodness am i that tired or just lazy.
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Hahha ok ... lets blog about yesterday,
i saw a shooting star,
at least i thought it look like one
it was falling from the sky but at a slow speed
hmmm maybe it was an aeroplane 0.0
hahah but i made a wish ,
hahah ok some childhood fantasy again for me

hahaa
that if you made a wish on a shooting star it will come true
but how if i made a wish on the plane instead,
will the plane make it true?

Nic says if you wish on a plane,

the wish will fly away .. sads hahah

but perhaps that will be fate to the wish hahha
hmmm weirds

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ok got to pack my room
guess who is coming tomorrow ?
hahha ok
ciaos =)

mystical illusions. 3:49 PM ♥

If you are trying to highlight don't bother.
i wan to fly away from here.o.o
short special post =)
Hahha the magic of white =) it can be seen
So my overall intention is to test the eyes O . O

mystical illusions. 12:01 AM ♥

Friday, January 25, 2008

Ok i'm emo,
but what's the use of being emo
Nothing can change the fact!
so numbness it is
use to it already
so many setbacks
sometimes i just wandered why?
meant to have a life like this
to find a lot of things becoming different
changing day by day
friends ? hmmm
me?
family?
way i study ?
hmmm all these and many more...
BUT CHANGES IS GOOD RIGHT?
ok nevermind don't let my mind wander off anymore
I'm alright
A fake smile but i got through it
Now i'll smile just for me =)
Ok back to topic hmmm
Today i was so slack in class so sorry
Goodness i realised i'm group with estee for 4 days in a week O.O
To Estee:'You see me until sian le hor '
Ahhh
hmmm anyway , i don't like him goodness, yawns , he never ask question , bet its gonna be bad.
Ok ending here ...

mystical illusions. 11:50 PM ♥

Thursday, January 24, 2008

There is this saying that each day

we should live life to the fullness

with no regrets

But somehow we are humans

and each day we have at least one regret

without knowing we create mistakes

with time it became our habits

this habit , this mistake

will haunt us

with pain and saddness

a memory unforgettable

that's why we should be strong

stronger than the strongest wind

braver than the warrriors

lastly i end with ,

with each problem we face

don't give up

hold on tight

nothing in life comes easy

don't sit there and just grumble about your past

do something about it

it is not the end of the world

there are so many routes in life you can take

and success will still come.

so believe in yourself

and don't be despair

whenever a fall came

there is a lesson behind it for you to learn from it.

to be stronger from it and to challenge it

so get your battle spirit and fight it out.

mystical illusions. 11:25 PM ♥

Heyheyy ahhh ,
goodness results coming out soon ahhh
o levels,
let fate be so people
stay happy =)
no matter what k
god got plans for each one of us.
Getting back my science ,
yup science
but i don't have the password how to check sians =(
let it be fate of me to know or not bah

mystical illusions. 10:43 AM ♥

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Been meeting up with estee recently to have breakfast!

i love her!
Best Friend!
Best ear!
HAPPY Miss Estee???

ok ... school's been tiring, wake up early, go back late.

mystical illusions. 10:10 AM ♥

Whoa we are the Da Bao gang Estee...

yummy food food food

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Hahha class started,
eyeing the breakfast on the floor,
the juicy yummy crunchy tuckey sandwich,
Plus the tasty cravy licious milo,
but ahh scared stomachache later,
got contents of milk = dangerous
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BE right BACK!!!

mystical illusions. 9:13 AM ♥

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Ok not been a good girl lately,
Skipped class but yups, was tired and like abit bored
what a invalid excuse but i really didn't feel like staying already
Like no mood , than i didn't understand fully how to do the problem
At least i gave abit to the presentation
haii
sorry guys,
Sorry faci, next week i confirm will stay =)
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mystical illusions. 9:34 PM ♥

Heee... so happy =)

Andrea is hardworking today =)

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i deleted like 300+ of the facebook request ,

goodness can you believe that it went to 500

hahah now only 7 ,

better delete them later they grow again.

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mystical illusions. 9:49 AM ♥

Ahhh estee.. luckily i finsh my test heee =)
Laugh until jaw pain hahha
Bet teacher thought i mad
Goodness !!
she like came over see what i'm doing.
Thought i crazy laugh at question.
Sorry estee , wrong time to let your stomach lose ahhh
Never meant make you look malu ,
but suddenly out of nowhere,
i will start laughing de.
Then my mind will go on recall mood and i will continue laughing till i put myself into place again.
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whoa heng ah Estee milo almost pour out ahhah

mystical illusions. 9:32 AM ♥

Monday, January 21, 2008

Hmmm ...
today had been a reflective day.
I realised each step of my life
someone walks with me.
Never apart and always there.
Even now when we are so far, it feels your are still there
Misses it will be, but the past is so far away,
never to return i guess, maybe it is what i am suppose do from here.
But i thank my stars that each part of my life someone is there for me.
In saddness and happiness.
lets count the people,
there trillion and millions and it never runs out
from my brothers who watch out for me, to the sisters that are so dear,
to the friends that never fail to be there,
to the people who walks pass and gave a little something to spice up my life.
You made something that was fragile,
hard like a rock and precious like a jewel.
Ahhh goodness , i miss so many people lately,
those that are not at sight and those that i have not talk to in ages.
Hope everyone is fine and healthy =)

mystical illusions. 9:43 PM ♥

Ahhh estee...
faster get well, tomorrow go chinatown?
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Pei Ling wants to complain
she tell you to faster come back, andrea go mad le...
sadsad :'(
andrea says:
yawns heee =)
not mad, is high heee ( lack sleep)
then the bus no seat, cannot sleep =(
mrt swap 2 so didn't get to sleep =(
so = no energy , too sleepy, easier bored, low attention spam n ...
goodness, tonight need sleep early.

mystical illusions. 1:11 PM ♥

Ok lets see any lame things to blog about tonight
ohoh i got one.
When ending a conversation with a friend :
i said: press 1 if you want to put down the phone.
-- a long pause came and beep was press --
Goodness she really pressed one
So second step: press the 'home' number of your friend you are speaking to and she will put down the phone instead of you
Apparantly my friend typed half way and broke down to laughters hahah
Goodness what a funny way to end the night.
Nights ...

mystical illusions. 1:03 AM ♥

Friday, January 18, 2008

Okie lets talk about the afternoon till night.
The day went on quite normal,met jac to go home, hahah
me and her was so tired on the bus, sleepy beyond tiredness.
But we didn't sleep,but we noticed a trend.
People where falling asleep one by one from middle to right then left.
Everyone sleeps with their head down, guess is cause the head heavier when you sleep i think .
Hmmm...sleep bug
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Ok the sick bug is in school lately too, everyone is getting sick one by one.
Get well people , drink more water and take care loads. Don't get sick for those who are healthy =)
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One more bug. Guess what bug, Yup the virus bug, goodness my lappie getting alot of virus. The last scan i had concluded i had 102 virus, goodness , scary. Alot of my friends too. Save our coms don't let it crash or all our document will be in danger O.O
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One more bug i got, the hungry bug . Goodness, i can't believe i lasted on maple syrup + butter waffle and some cinammon biscuit + Bandung for almost the whole day. Now only got my fish porridge. Yums =)
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Ok this concludes the story of bugs life. Which in the story the father bug is the virus bug , the mother bug is the sick bug and the Girl child is the sleep bag and the hungry bug is the boy child. Cool analysis =) as the father is a influential role, the mother is a of a lower influence then the girl child is as girls need more sleep ( beauty sleep) , the boy child is as the boy needs to grow , strong and healthy =).
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Ok lets talk about the night.
Mood quite swing, PnW is a great time to reflect on the misdeeds and how you can make it better and a time to be closer to God.
Ok one last thing, I think my plan on life is starting to be drawn out, which is a great thing =).
That's about it forks opps i mean folks. ciaos till tomorrow.

mystical illusions. 11:11 PM ♥

Goodness i just realised i have beeen spam blogging lately,
so many entries in one day,
Am i that bored?
Goodness i must think about that,
Am i addicted to blogging.
That's like so surprising.
Ok i shall go start in my BVP
if not dust will start growing
and air is so still...
Hmmm
ok
one last thing for the morning.
I had an interesting conver.
Ok
it started with:

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Andrea : i feel the heat

Sophia : is the computer the air

Andrea : where's mine?

Andrea : i think is this side (left side of com)

Sophia : i think my com feels hot

Andrea : Really?

Sophia : Yes

Touches Sophia computer (Andrea)

Andrea : Yeah, it seems hot

Andrea : Pour water over it, cool it down =)

Sophia : diao look (-.-")

Andrea : oh ya, com will spoil , good ah get new one =)

Sophia : second diao look (-.-")

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--- Andrea crap alot lately, somethings amiss, faster call hospital, need a checkup =) ---

mystical illusions. 11:53 AM ♥

Ok i'm going blog totalLy about yesterday.
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We ended early as like the whole class left only 10 people
the rest ran away from school sads, left me behind ,
no lar more like i not in the mood to leave
If i run somemore later all my grades run away too.
I aiming for a good GPA so no choice ,
Bear with it!
Don't run drea, Be good.
Ok so i went watch the movie the 5.05 show,
was late goodness,
wonder what was i doing till i came end up late O.O
4.50 still in school,so we took a cab rush down. Twisting hands hope don't over 5 ( peak hr more $$$ 'fly')
School just 5-10 mins walk frm causeway,
Run up the escalator,
people keep stalling me.
sads
We saw Song Ren , Amber and Shah at arcade .
Than we bought the ticket $8 wooo
I was saying hmmm if thur is $8
then:
mon ticket $6.50
tue ticket $7.00
wed ticket $7.50
=>thur ticket $8.00
fri ticket $8.50
sat ticket $9.00
sun ticket $9.50
So that concludes how the price varies
now we know why sundays are $9.50
but i don't get why sat is $9.50 in real life
heeee
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Hmmm, bought nachos goodness, it taste weird, cheese is not hot , the color seems wrong, the taste seems weird, but eat eat eat , it cost $7 or $6.50 heee...
Hmmm the show damn creeps, ahhh.
didn't scream at all but laugh laugh, giggles,giggles
Goodness that is the post scared syndrome
lucky i never throw my lappie and nachos
if not the person to kill me will be estee!
Ok that's about what happen at the theatre besides the rest that i blog about ready. =)

mystical illusions. 10:55 AM ♥

Ok now everything quite silent

besides a few whispers there and here.

Ahhh atmosphere quite spooky

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hmmm spooky

ahhhh

so i went on e blast music mood woo

hmmm

hope the atmosphere gone soon.

mystical illusions. 10:50 AM ♥

Ok going blog about the sun and rain lately.

=) --- (=

Goodness, i think my friend controls it,

You know when she comes to school it rains,

When she dosen't its so sunny

Ok lets see if the rain comes later.

heee...get ready umbrella =)

hmmm but what is great about the rain is,

after the rain there will be a rainbow

mystical illusions. 9:32 AM ♥

Thursday, January 17, 2008

Guess what !

I caught a movie today,

The one miss call show!

goodness it is not so scary , after thinking about it now,

but when you are watching it,

it is a different story

i was like freaking out.

'Cuddle myself into a ball'

I think i was so unglam,

But yup , who cares at that time,

its too much action

The sound effect was scary and creepy.

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And guess what,

my phone keep vibrating!

whoa shocking , scary, don't there pick up.

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whoa if i hear that ring tone again i will totally go mad,

scared sia.

tonight cannot sleep how,

no one prank me please

later i freak out and cry :'(

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whoa but the storyline quite good,

got a twist,

then like had a continuation portion at the end,

not sure end ready anot ,

as the credits was showing then.

So me and Estee scared if we walk down later something pop out,

so we seat there wait.

wait wait wait,

and like gave up halfway,

walk down very fast,

goodness when go out of the theatre.

the passage so empty so quiet,

silence ahhh...

Hmmm than guess who go prank me,

Miss Estee,

give me miss call,

when you just next to me,

funny ah

hhaha.

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But the cinema also so scary.

Lights is so dim and dark, ( creeps! )

Only got like less than 20 people inside watching.

That's what make it scary too.

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Sorry Estee,

i know, bad partner to go movie with,

than we two so scared ahhh,

if one brave is better,

next time got to get someone in the middle,

than we grab the person.

Whoa you so lucky got jacket cover,

i end up using bag leh.

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To Estee,

Had a great movie with you,

a great friend and like a great sister to me =)

Whoa after the movie thanks for being a great ear ,

had a great talk with you,

feel better now,

a great time for reflection to me,

lately everytime seems so blur,

and things happen so fast.

All emotions on a rowing boat,

where either side may just fall.

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Thanks for opening up to me,

really respect that,

and lastly put your hands in god and have faith,

he is watching all of us.

He has reasons to destine our route like this,

Through trials and problems,

we get to understand and get closer to him,

through this we can be called his children.

As we learn hardship.

And remember he go through more pain than us,

and he made no complain,

so now we shouldn't,

we should be strong like him.

To reduce the pain,

he gave us friends and family,

to go through it together,

That's his love for us.

=) SEE YOU LATER =)

What's for breakfast?

(randomness is back)

mystical illusions. 11:15 PM ♥

Ok,

look who swam by and change the music

!!! me me me !!!

. heee .

Just found this sond recently, goodness it is so addictive.

Fell straight in love with it

Ahhh , i want someone play this song and sing to me

Will be damn touch heee

Let me dream about that hahha

but yeah , don't need that at second thought,

this song is good enough =)

...

ok anyway, change the song as i felt bored by the old one,

and it seems emo de.

So like change to a song that i find it is so special

like some inner feeling within springing up and down in me.

Ahhh the joy in me.

Also as the story behind this song,

it has a meaning for each of us to learn,

To be strong and hold on to our dreams and not give up.

To just enjoy and treasure the times you have with everyone

Love it this song.

Hope you enjoyed it, like i did =)

mystical illusions. 11:03 PM ♥

Heyhey

...

This is some thank you post

Specially to Shah

heee

Thanks loads

For finding my precious lucky,

Goodness if i lost it,

Going be like quite sad.

Thank you once again =)

mystical illusions. 10:44 AM ♥

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Ok now i know i'm quite blur ...

Goodness, i scare myself,

thought i was seeing things...

it started from when i thought my fren was in sch

den thought she nvr came at all

and that i was just imagining it.

so ...
bitter sweet illusion said:
ahhh
bitter sweet illusion said:
why u nvr come today
bitter sweet illusion said:
i thought i saw u , den realise i nvr
bitter sweet illusion said:
ahhh

wanting sent 1/16/2008 7:22 PM:
i never come
wanting sent 1/16/2008 7:22 PM:
i came wat?
wanting sent 1/16/2008 7:22 PM:
i went off half way
bitter sweet illusion says:
chey
bitter sweet illusion says:
i thought i seeing things
bitter sweet illusion says:
so scared ahhh
bitter sweet illusion says:
den i ask dunno who
bitter sweet illusion says:
den they say u nvr come
wanting says:
who?
wanting sent:
??
bitter sweet illusion says:
dunno is shah or xin rou
wanting says:
ic
wanting says:
i came ma
wanting says:
maybe im not noisy
wanting says:
den no one noes
bitter sweet illusion says:
ps ... nxt time mus wave wave , tlk more
wanting says:
cnt la
wanting says:
got sore throat dont feel like toking
bitter sweet illusion says:
i thought i saw u , den lke aaa where's wan ting .. den i thought i seeing things ahhh
wanting says:
no la
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Goodness i think i'm like damn blur, don't believe my own eyes.

Hahha but the scare was quite freaky

if Wan Ting never say she got come

i will be like oh goodness,

was i daydreaming,

did i see a ghost.

Paranoid

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Freaking myself out,

hmmm maybe i hear them say wrongly about where's wan ting,

ahh shits, sotong again,

sotong hang on satay stick so yummy

plus honey ahhh

hmmm die, both my nicks can form a sentence

die i'm hungry,

dinner has not come,

goodness starving

Andrea loves food, food ran away, left Andrea behind, then she starve and die,

what a bad food toture Andrea

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ahhh Wan Ting get better soon k,

my usual sentence drink more water, get more rest,

think of me more, sure get well de =P

Anyway movie tomorrow or friday???

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everyone stay healthy and get well soon for those that have fallen sick,

weather's been bad,

monsoon season still, sianss.

Take care and ciaos

i'm going find food,

if i can't find any i'll cook,

if there's no ingredients,

i will hunt for them.

ciaos

mystical illusions. 7:29 PM ♥

OK,

I going to like publicly say i suck big time.

Goodness i still feel bad.

About eating pizza

Abandoning my friend

which was Left almost all alone

To do ppt.

And like she completed 3/4 of it

I'm so sorry =(

I feel so guilty and i feel damn bad about it

...

I thought i can make it back early

But my gut feeling say 'no you will not.'

But i didn't listen

stupid processor

Don't follow your 6th sense.

Learn my lesson ready,

Next time shall not go too far too eat.

AHHH!!!

Goodness this is like some story :

mummy: 'no you will not make it back in time'

child: 'yes i will'

-child went out-

rain starts to pour

child: 'shits mum was right, why didn't i listen!'

child: ' now i'm all wet!'

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so the mum is like the 6th sense

the child is like my authority to challenge my 6th sense

though normally it is right o.o

goodness i'm getting lame!

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Ok today i also miss estee loads,

lost my breakfast partner =( ,

she fell sick ahhh

goodness!!!

i hope you gets well soon

we still got movie appointment

don't forget!

Must see you tomorrow okie,

though we not same group siannsss

...

hmmm who am i with tomorrow...

shall go check that out!

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Oh shits,

tomorrow got science ut o.o

i haven studied ahhh!!!

another screw up,

better knock some sense into myself to hit the books soon.

and sleep by 11 tonight!

Wish me lucks!!!

And oh yar, wake up early take MRT!

Scared tomorrow the highway jam again,

than i don't get do UT again.

That feelings sucks,

seriously, sucks big time.

Up till now i feel haunted by that.

mystical illusions. 7:07 PM ♥

I'm here to say

Sorry Sophia,

ahhh i feel so bad,

You did almost the whole presentation.

I'm so sorry.

Ahhh i will not go far far for lunch already .

Hai feel so bad.

Sorry X 100.

mystical illusions. 3:09 PM ♥

Ok since i'm up and running.
I decided to blog ...

ahhh like i'm out of things to blog...
hmmm counting down 12 days and counting to school end.
ahhh!!!

mystical illusions. 12:46 AM ♥

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Woohooo...

Ok school's been busy,

got to find a job soon,

get my work started,

Estee go together find?

heeee

Yawns sleepy le.

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Hmmm ok i suddenly got the urge to write an emo poem.

So lets try it. =)

Hold my tears,

as i don't think i can hold no more

Each time i see you,

my heart went so blue,

You toyed my soul,

you made it seem so true,

Now i'm left all alone,

to bare the truth,

You foretold.

Each time i find a hope

You dashed it away.

Each time i tried to run away,

You appear and remove my hope of to escape.

Now i've decided the truth will always stay

what i hold on too ever so long

It's just time to let go.

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THE END

OKOK

I want some happiness...

Yummy cookies, sweets and chocolatey yums

Flying for you,

is indeed a joy,

to see each smile,

to feel each day,

How great it is to fly,

my soul rekindled

my heart feels the light

the flaring sun rise

The fire in your eyes

It's a new start,

not straight to your heart,

but straight to long lost past,

a long awaited happiness.

mystical illusions. 11:17 AM ♥

Ok suddenly got this urge for teddy bears goodness...

They are cute,

Cuddly too

And just so pretty.

Hmmm anyway just realised my house soft toys are mostly dogs and bears o.o

A few different types of them so cool =) heee

OK lets look at a few of these teddies

Hint dosen't this look familiar ... think i saw it just now.

Ok lets see now how these bears come about

Ok stopping here... =)

Till tomorrow, maybe i will modify it and put more pictures till then ciaos =)

mystical illusions. 1:15 AM ♥

Monday, January 14, 2008

Ok i was in the mood to cam whore... Goodness,

Girls are girls heeee

I took a few pics

Hmmm lets Gallery it out since my blog is so dry.

Ok this was before i cut my hair... 2007 hairstyle

This is the processing of changing a hairstyle...wanted curls, thought was cool...

Hmmm think i look weird , but yup a 1 say thing =)...

oK so , went my bro's shop and like totally got a fringe =)

formally long now is so short

...Got a few more but that's all i'm posting for the moment =)...

mystical illusions. 11:20 PM ♥

Ok 3 hrs sleep is not a good idea.
Now on air, brain function slow.
Ahhh but yup pushed front my driving test by almost 1 month, 28 feb.
Heee hoping to get a earlier date, hands crossed let it be 3 feb come on , 3 feb please,
Earlier also can =)
heee...
oK that's about it till later ciaoss.

mystical illusions. 12:03 PM ♥

Sunday, January 13, 2008

Okie moods been swinging and swinging lately
Hmmm sat night was a good example,
what a disappointment you turn out to be,
You crushed the intentions
that was all well out of love
To you it may be just nothing
but yah seriously
its the effort to do something special
To go the extra mile
To put you in our hearts
thanks now we know
what position we stand in your heart.
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whoa seriously now so fumed up jus now but now like dun care le hmmm.
As usual, since like i'm on the cold war with my mum.
1 week le, gosh,
she goes and throw my clothes away,
Or in a way give to salvation army,
without my consent
ahhh that's like a quarter of my clothes.
shall go check on those clothes later,
but for now better study
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2 hrs passed
currently not thinking of anything but emo le...
emmm i'm not sure why.
hmmm... brain ticking ...still blank
Hmmm tmr will be better.

mystical illusions. 11:37 PM ♥

.. Ok ..

got the new blog skin up and changed colors of the fonts.

Heee, anyway to this new year

Afresh new look for the blog is good.

Think it looks better =)

New blog, new look,

New start to a new chapter of the book of life.

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So here i am again,

for this second time

Thanking my dear nicole

For her time

To help change,

Hugs and kisses.

See you soon =)

mystical illusions. 1:25 AM ♥

Saturday, January 12, 2008

Ok!!!
this going be some random post,
I sat at my bed and like thought awhile,
than thoughts flowed in,
That made me smile.
It was each image of a friend that changed my life.
So many of them , unaccountable it is!
That's why i know i'm blessed,
To have each one of them.
As one saying goes,
We could have walk past each other in life,
But we didn't.
We could have become enemies and not friends but we didn't.
You made a difference and made a change,
When you step foot in my heart,
Some were short, some were long.
But whatever it is the memories, the footsteps never left
And memories never forgotten.
So here i decided to thank you.
And prove my point.
There so much love that each one of you gave,
They add up to a million warmth,
To keep me in one piece.
So there is no need to have a lover,
to get one huge piece of love,
Though it may be sweet.
But friendship is more everlasting to me.
As one day lovers have to part,
provided each storm they go through ,
they go through as one.
Unless someone can prove me wrong,
Till then my point will still be this.

mystical illusions. 11:38 PM ♥

Friday, January 11, 2008

Yipee.. I got my dream team today but sadsad no pei ling , no amber, no xin rou. Estee got her dream too hahha. Happy 3 weeks more for us =)
Whoa just realise this week change 3 groups all i same as Estee, strike 3 n we're in hhaha
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Cause Faci let 5 of the team got 5 leaders that choose their members so Estee, Pei Ling, Louise, Khad and Lu Lu got .. all girls ahhh!
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Ahhh still can't get over yesterday, No A ahhh sad , please give me a B+ PLEASE!!!
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my GPA is going drop damn bad this term hai saddness, Give me a 3 PLEASE
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hmmm this week has been a busy week let next week be a more relaxing week, 3 wks to school end, i want it to end yet , realising it equals to stepping away from my friends and restarting again i don't want it to end. Saddness.

mystical illusions. 10:13 AM ♥

Thursday, January 10, 2008

FORGET ABOUT THE A ALREADY !!!

I didn't even make it for the exam.

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Goodness today morning was like a lousy 3 hours for me.

I woke up late and result miss the 7.25 bus.

Goodness i just miss the bus by like a meer 50 metres.

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So wait wait for 7.35 one,

Thought will reach at least by 8.40

Goodness seng kang got jam after compass point jam until 8.30 !!!

still in seng kang!

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Than reach highway thought smooth sailing.

Wat the!!!

JAM again!

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No neeed take exam le

I study for it ahhh.

Than i cannot take it

When i don't study i can take the exam.

What is this man!

No A , Not even a grade emo sia ahhh!!!

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But yeah the bus driver so nice.

He said hello at the start than sorry at the end.

But he did his best,

Not his fault.

And that's like so true,

when can go fast he went damn fast if not he try his best!

Thanks you tried =)

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But now i want emo ,

cannot take test like no feeling now, pure numbness

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Sorry bro no A,

i wish you later in my blog k ,

Now currently no mood !

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Oh oh 1 more thing i reach like 9.10 than after that 9.15 cannot take test

School is like 5 mins walk to the building

5 mins to my classroom

so don't need think about it

so me and my friend went mac's

got the $2 mac meal

cool , thought no more le

Moose got $2 meal leh ahh.0.0

Than we meet our other 161 bus-classmates

4 of us go class

emo sia.

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Hai forget it

Blog later now try get my mood to the lesson

Goodness i think i going nuts and mac ( mad)

mystical illusions. 9:46 AM ♥