Mystical Illusions.

Monday, February 04, 2008

Ok yesterday was a half half thing for me.
I renew my bonds with God
Yes God, i'm listening , show me the way the truth and the light
You made us a unique 'I'
and so perfect it is
but our perfectness is not on the holyness, kindness, richness.
But the perfectness to be the best we can be by trying and learning from what life offers.
By having flaws we are considered humans.

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The youth rally let me think:

what in my life is missing?

what problems am i facing?

what is covering me from my path?

where is god?

i seriously couldn't think of an answer,

yup and half of the rally,

i feel quite numb , no feelings to express.

Besides that few sharings that open me up

When the time come to relieve yourself from sins

my fear just struck me

i suddenly felt like running away

But a hand came

and that hand reached out to me

just by that simple question

you relieved me

Thanks Jan =)

totally love you to bits=)

a great friend to have!

when i got down ,

i suddenly like in a total numbness

when they started praying i felt a surge of peacfulness

but my senses work against it

and i fainted, hmm is not called fainted but just rest

To free myself from all the thing that is worrying me, stressing me.

For that moment i felt peacefulness

i couldn't open my eyes

but all was so calm and clear

and when i was up

it was like a new start to life.

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Thanks God , you gave me the answer that i seek and thought

You said not to let go on a friendship

that was stem on with years of roots

and so here i thank you for always being there

carrying me on the way

guiding me !

That's why i can say i feel so happy

as each day with a smile and happiness that god will always be there

is just enough for my lifetime

to relieve me from troubles

as said god structured out my life

there will be problems

there will be happy times

there will be lots of love

and more

overall this is to prepare us and make us stronger

in faith , hope , love and for ourselves.

as without all this we will not be called children of god ,

also with no experience of life and god's miracles !

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Always remember treasure yourself as God loves you and he is 24-7 beside you

To cheer you on carry you and be there just to watch you grow =)

Trust him and let his will be done!!!

He will do us no harm, he loves us too much!

When there's a will there's is a way

nothing is impossible

as long as you believe hard , work hard , strive hard, aim hard,

trust in yourself and God, pray hard and trust hard.

and

love hard in yourself and others and God especially!

mystical illusions. 10:00 PM ♥