Mystical Illusions.

Sunday, February 10, 2008

Second Ok my lent resolution on what i should improve on .
Lent resolution must be like a flaw that is hard to change or to improve on something. It is like to repent and atone your sins and improve yourself to make yourself better.
i cracked my brain for like hours
I finally found the perfect one
so it goes something like this
I cannot make a resolution that says i cannot drink as i already manage to abstain for more than a month.
Than i wanted to say not to eat those yummy delicious goodies but who will finsh it then , it will grow mouldy and wasted.
So i thought next what about don't eat so much , than i thought i eat sometimes alot and sometime not it depends on my stomach so i can't control
Than i wanted say go mass every week but i already am going mass every week.
So i went on the point, don't use my handphone so much , but i thought compare last time i really decrease my usage now is i'm just too lazy too on it, find it and use it. Funny right i'm sick of phones hahha and one more reason why is as the radiation to the brain is bad =(.
Than i thought about reduce PC usage and television shows but half the day i'm not home, 18hrs a day not at home. Getting ready for work , working , travel time , eating time.
Than comes the point i wanted say spent more time with my family , but already i'm spending alot of time with them.
Than i thought abstain from meat on fridays
but i'm already doing it , like most of the time
Than the saying prayers and catena
But i'm doing it quite often
Than comes the point that i thought once i spent i can really spent alot
so there comes the idea
for this lent period which is a time for fasting and abstainance to repent from sins and become a better person
I came up with the idea to

not spend so much money like not more than $60/week excluding neccessities
Goodness, i hope it is not going be easy or else i'm going change this and make it harder one.
I want make this a more meaningful lent for me

mystical illusions. 10:28 PM ♥