Thursday, May 22, 2008
Hey,
4 years has passed so fast,
i really missed those days.
That each time i fall,
someone was there just for me.
To show me the world does not just make out of me.
To show me the innocence of life.
And the freedom to be who i am.
The will to do what i want.
And to follow the wind whenever i go.
I'm not hiding.
I'm not running.
I'm just missing from where i stopped.
The prints,
The memories.
The joys and the smiles.
Is all a miss.
As said the past,
Is always full of memories.
From happiness to saddness.
Regrets to Joys.
I know i grew up fast,
like the winds,
i changed.
But how can i forget the memories,
on the way through life.
But lately,
everything is so hard.
That holding on,
Is getting harder.
I want to have my own share of fun too.
To be free like everyone.
To be more vulnerable and lessen the independence.
But i guess through these years,
maturity has taken over.
So much responsibilities.
twirling in within my mind.
sometimes i feel i am suffocating.
But hey that's life.
so somehow immune and numbness just came in.
I'm aiming to be free.
To be free from all these loads,
I want to love myself more than i love others.
As if i don't love myself ,
who will?!
hahha okie. what a emo posy. But that is how i'm feeling after watching 2 emo shows.One movie , the other is the 9 o' clock show.what a dread, i should stop watching sad shows anymore.
mystical illusions. 9:51 PM ♥