Monday, June 16, 2008
Okie Father's day is offically over with a BANG of relief!
now left e debrief for this event and $$$ matters =)
All the party, all the prayer cards and all the preparation for it.
But so far =)
All is going just fine.
I'm thanking my father my lord my saviour and my shoulder.
All paid off with you around.
With your guidance and your protection.
With your watchful eyes.
And your ears to hear my call to you.
I know you are always there.
I felt your LOVE!
And i know its true.
I'm sorry i deny you once.
And many times before.
I know you know when,
I do too.
Blame my acts,
Blame my self.
Blame Me
But I guess I just couldn't put myself into anyone's shoes.
The feelings and thoughts.
The meaning to accept what it is to be your will.
To help the person that you felt i can.
To be a concern person.
And to get to know them better.
I guess is just my childish self.
I just don't want to have such a thinking.
I felt it was against my will.
And i hate that feeling.
And so i prefer walking away.
Even as fate of random picked it up.
I know it was your hands.
And all the blame.
I can't put upon you.
I inflicted on others.
But I felt it was just going too far.
And if you pass it to me again.
I may do just the same.
I'm not ready my lord.
I know you feel I am.
But i want deny abit more.
I guess I can't make as small a sacrifice like this.
Though out of fun.
But that I deny.
I'm sorry for the hatred that grew that night.
But seriously consider your own feelings in this shoe.
Before you do a thing.
That feeling that night I'm still feeling deep.
Like a scar, a deep deep memory.
Not erasable.
shucks!
mystical illusions. 10:39 PM ♥