Mystical Illusions.

Friday, May 15, 2009

Truly, I have not blogged with my heart for so long...
So let's post a little something closer to the heart.
Goshh... Looking through some of the older post.
Made me think so much.
Look at how life is going for me.
All is so well, though some days are so blue.
I've got my happiness and my troubles.
Is not a boyfriend, I'm talking about.
But how each step was specially brought to me.
It is more of a personal life story.

Everything has always been fine.
All the small things I've seen made the biggest differences.
All the choices I've made, made a whirl pool of things.
All the blows that came to me,
One after another,
Is indeed not what i expected to take.
But I remembered I was the one who prayed for all this.
To make a change for things,
so why can't i accept it sometimes, when change comes.

And now, I've finally got it.
Changes comes always,
It matters on how big or small it is.
We take small changes by stride,
But for big ones, it is like a blow.
Starting with denying the fact,
Secondly, avoiding the problem,
Thirdly, unable to suit to the choices and environment,
Forth, slowly accepting.
Lastly, getting immune to all this.
I've learned choices comes, because of reasons and opinions.
The thing is no matter how much we can deny something,
It will still happen.

But to find the positiveness in the negative thoughts,
Is the one that matters the most.
And also to remember you don't know,
what is going to happen tomorrow,
Until you lived it.
So just by trusting in God,
To let him show you the way,
And to understand his intentions and his actions.
You will find the true meaning of all the changes happening.
Like if he took something away from your life,
There must be a learning or a reason behind it,
For you to figure out.
And not to seat down and pout and not do a thing about it.

O wells.
That's all the sad moments of life ='(...
The happy moments will be that at each part of life,
I've got more than one pillar,
My friends, family, :) and everyone.
That when I fall,
I can trust them to catch,
That when I cry,
Their my shoulders,
That when things get back,
They are my shield.
And I saw that in my life,
The protection from the people outside,
from aquaintances that can hurt me,
and enemies that can use me,
to the people who puppet me.
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So here I am to end this Post!
That overall,
I'm thankful, for everyone that the allow me to have a part of my life in theirs.
That each choice that happens, though unexpected but it comes with a reason,
No choices are bad, if there are bad choices they are called learning journeys,
Like a baby has a choice to learn to walk or continue to crawl when they fall.

mystical illusions. 12:02 AM ♥